But, if they do take it badly, just know that they love you so much. And part of the reason they might struggle is because they thought they knew everything about you. And then all of a sudden, they didn't. So even if they say the wrong things, I hope you don't give up on them.Please, tell me what's the exact level of gay I should be. What is a perfect level of gay that will keep everyone happy? Because apparently, I'm too gay for the locker room, but I'm not gay enough for Benji and his friends. So, where do I belong?Sex is scary for everyone the first time. I think the key is accepting that some moments will forever live on in the sexual blooper reel of our lives. If you're with the right person, doesn't matter. Well, that's how it was for me, anyway.Because, I mean, coming out is, is the most important thing you've ever done, and... I am glad you did it. Because I want you to be happy. Because I love you. But, um, I just wish that you doing the most important thing you've ever done didn't make me feel like shit.The truth is... I'm gay, and I'm with Benji now. I-I don't want it to be a secret anymore, because I'm happy about it. Like... Like really, really happy.Yeah. I know. No more hiding who I am. Or who I'm into.As we were saying. Working with Simon is not what broke us up. We just... weren't meant to be. Not everybody is. And that's okay. Just go into it with an open mind and a little bit of faith, and the rest will work itself out.I know, but I mean it. You know I'll always be your girl. I would want you to go on living life, and I would want you to find love, and... I know you would look after Zoey and David, but I would want you to look after you, too.No, you don't. Because if you did know, you would know by the time I got to the other side, I promised myself that I would never go back to that person. The person that couldn't look themselves in the mirror, because they were harboring all of the hate and laughs to their core.I so understand feeling that way. But here's the thing. Maybe some problems are too big for us to handle on our own.Zoey. I have been doing this a little longer than you, okay? So here's what I know. We can't just rely on our gifts, okay? Sometimes the thing you need to see is gonna be right in front of you, and all you have to do is open your eyes.Your Dad loved parties. So I tried to step outside my comfort zone for him, and the truth is, that some of those parties turned out to be my favorite memories. So, are we gonna stay up here and wallow, or are we going to do this party Mitch style?